My goals

I am going to start a crochet/arts and crafts blog.

Why

Can't i just let go?!?!?

Ya know what?

I don't even want you anymore.  I mean nothing to you, so you've lost your space in my life.

I'm pathetic.

Why do I bother to care so much when he doesn't?

At work and whiny

I really hate my right now self.  She is driving me crazy.  She also can't focus or get things done.  Always a losing battle.

I'm cranky

I have not felt good for 5 weeks now.  Before anyone asks, no.  My sinuses are drippy and hurt, I cough up green goo, and my head hurts.  Ocassionally there's a sore throat, but not today.  I wish I could take a few days off to just sleep and get better, but today is day 7 of a 10 day straight work week.

I just want to feel better :-(

Fruit cups

Why do they always shoot juice at me?  No matter how I open one, it squirts me.  Today, thinking I'd outsmart it, I opened my peaches facing away from me.  It didnt squirt at all.  When I turned it around some of the juice squirted all over my shirt as if it was just waiting for me to turn it around.

I don't think anyone else reads this.

If you do, welcome.  I'm Ashley and right now I'm not me.  I mean, I'm me, just not the me I wanna be.  Today I must give up on past failures and begin new ventures.  Or, I could eat a dozen Milky Way French Vanillah Bars and call it a night...  nope, definitely gotta change my life. Suggestio

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I am lost.

I'm not feeling motivation to do anything.  I don't know.

Gracie cat

We're starting Halloween costumes already!!  I need to start writing out my patterns and selling them.