Thursday, July 4, 2013
Should I just settle? I mean, Topher and I don't get along anymore, but I am so afraid to be alone. It's been so long since I've truly felt loved, appreciated, and wanted, that I crave that. I have nowhere to go when we get divorced. I'm giving up and just think I should settle and give up on a better life. We've been married for eleven years, have three kids, and we are comfortable around each other. Who needs the love and affection when you have that? I just can't get heartbroken again. I feel miserable and lonely, but at least I have someone at home to talk to that isn't one of my kids.